“I Cannot Own You”

You make me want to posses

That intimacy no other two have had or can ever have

You make me want an exclusively mutual connection

That is like some but is like unlike any other

You make me want to claim the deepest,

The most enduring,

The most passionate ,

The most satisfying,

The last

To know no other can love this way again nor surpass it

You make me “want “ and by doing so I feel like I betray you

Like I have broken my most sacred conviction

And I am reduced to a bastard hypocrite

Because in one way or the other I want to HAVE and OWN you at the same time

But I know this must not be